Dionne-Hawking

My fucking Photoshop lags as hell and every time I try to draw something...
it's like... I have to wait for hours [they are just a few seconds] to see what I AM drawing.
It pisses me OFF and... I don't know...
I'm really pissed...

that's why my last drawing is so old...
I would love to show u new things but...
the way Photoshop is working now...
I can't do anything... ._.
I'm pissed and annoyed and depressed...

I can't even approve my drawing with this shit! T_T
I'm tired of this all...

Maybe I should use SAI ?
But I'm such an Adobe Kid...
I don't know what to do ._.

I don't think I'm so great in drawing...
but my world seems brighter with art...
and now I can't even draw something...

All 4 now...
I have to do paperwork... . _.)

DIO with love <3